For a long time, I never saw myself getting to this point. I never looked beyond this because I thought I was either going to destroy myself or someone was going to kill me in the process. So in some ways I have beaten the dream. And it is scary. It is like starting over, but that’s good because that’s what I needed. There’s been a lot of little rebirths along the way, but now I feel like I’ve been born over into where I started out, but with a different interpretation. I’ve gone back in time in a way, but now I have more ammunition, more knowledge to face the world.